Having a very small success feels much better than another failure. Oddly, I feel more motivated to do well. I don't think I earned any loss, but I'll take it!
On another note, I've been thinking ahead a couple of weeks a lot lately. I go back to work in a week and a half and I already feel sad about it. On the bright side, being back at work means that I'll get more calories each day and have a structured day where food is not accessible. Still, I don't feel ready to go. Maybe most new moms feel this way? I know I've been very lucky to stay home with my baby for thirteen weeks. I just don't want to leave him. I want to stay home and play mommy. And to be honest, I feel a little scared to go back out and face the world again (which probably means it definitely needs to happen). It feels like there have been so many changes in me--having a baby feels majorly life altering! Combining this with many changes at work and I'm so intimidated.
|Happy smile makes his momma smile! :)|