In another three pounds, I'll beat my previous weight record from three years ago before my wedding. (It was a short lived 191 because I gained back immediately---I'm going to hold onto the loss this time!). In another four pounds, I'll be the lowest weight I've ever been as an adult. That's amazing, isn't it? I mean, obviously, 190 isn't a great weight, but I haven't been there since before I was eighteen years old. Wow.
Oddly, I remember being a sophomore in high school and weighing in at 179. I was so upset because I knew I was so fat. Funny though, when I look at the pictures of me then, I looked amazing. I see that me with different eyes. Two years later, by my senior year, I'd gained more than twenty pounds and I've been on that path for the entirety of my adult life. I'm going to bring it around, and if I can't redo those years, I can do the rest of my life better. Onwards! Ever and ever onwards.